Above Himself

We will always be the one who sits behind the truck.
But we still put up a leader above us
just so that we have a leash to wear.
This is obedience to the systemic hierarchy.
Wasn't He has always been around.

Gua punk, gua rock, gua beriman.

Yes day.

Spare me the memories of how I end up here~

I am a product of a policy of everybody's fear~

No, I am not supposed to get this for free~

No, I'm not supposed to live this like this~


Today everybody's just afraid of something else

It just escapes me I am of no relevance

to yesteryear's story.



Give a toast to the ones that satisfies

today.

I hope they'll still have something to judge

tomorrow.

should they don't escape this.


A toast for prosperity.

Jock War It's A Mess Check It out in the link below

http://www.reverbnation.com/play_now/song_9027601

Scratch about losing out

It's o.k to not get the best of it all

You know when to hit the brakes until it snaps

then you'll know you roll forward

nothing's gonna stop you

Hey you continue these verses will ya

I'm out of things to say

it's best not to be o.k with them all?

More more come more

Can't stop a flaming boulder

but can u stop a charging rhino?

Talk about getting real

Real is not dying out!

tonight is the night shave all the uncertain fears toninght

Can't

When I'm screaming I can't hear you crying.
You're susceptible to hate I can't blame your craze.

When I'm screaming I can't hear you crying,
I put on my best but still this fails.

Invincibility

Take

me back through the woods,

I need to fall down some trees

that I overlooked.


I am not impervious,

I am not impenetrable,

I am not invincible.


Invincibility,

take me back through the woods,

I need to fall down some trees,

scrape red a knee,

all I overlooked

to patch,

yesterday.

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If we look at Erik Erikson's stages of human development, we go through different development at different stages and what happens in one stage determines how a human turns out in the next stage. Sometimes, a wish to go back in time and make the different decisions and deal with them are called regrets while the other they are not. But generally, do we know any other way to live before we get to where we are?

Heart Rupture

Heart rupture

Drunken Satan

death by disease,

falling in all directions,

you can't make illegal this dog,

it breeds abominations.

Creative Project Women In Literature Scratch

She's A Runaway

She used to be a sweet girl in a village
She used to wear terompah and her friends tease her
Then one day she wises up
She puts on her make up
She heads on to town she wants to

Put it all behind
Push it all away
Walk tall in front of a world she dreams of
She will never put her head down
Down down down down never never down

You know my friend
Bravery is stupidity to the dead
Aowh aowh aowh
She ends up
Salvation?
He’s bald, he’s fat, he’s older than her
She’s meant to be his daughter
Not his wife.

I don’t know maybe she stopped comparing
Her childhood ideas
So she lived with him the way she’s supposed to be
I wonder how felt when she wakes up every moring
Every new page
So as she turn her page
She saw Amran?
She knows
She’s gotta


Put it all behind
Push it all away
Walk tall in front of a world she dreams of
She will never put her head down
Down down down down never never down

She never knew
She’s a runaway
That’s all she is
That’s all she lives
Something about her makes her wants more out of something but not everything
He’s a vagrant
That’s all he is
That’s all he lives
Something about him makes him wants more out of something but not everything
I couldn’t guess
Why I come to this but I know
She’s all

Put it all behind
Push it all away
Walk tall in front of a world she dreams of
She will never put her head down
Down down down down never never down





I'm gonna sing this. This is not finished yet because I am trying to reflect upon the keys in Zaiton's temperament and disposition and their effect on her in the movie Buai Laju-Laju. So far this resulted in 3 minutes 34 seconds.

check out first attempt on the guitar here



An after thought. Nah, I need someone else to sing it

Hard

She's not a voice inside his head
He can't love her for her lines
She's running away from this
Look at what at what she's become

everyday, another soul gets broken
into a million shattered guilt
He said she's win
She said he's a charm
she says now here's your angel of death

walking alone in the dark she

jumped into a sin in the making

she's jumped into a pit

she's not coming back

Working title: Inciteds

Cm
We keep listening to ourselves,
A#
We stop fighting for our loss,
G#
We shake hands with victory,
G(barred)
Boulders roll down our chest.

Cm
No salvation from above,
A#
We look around and we move on,
G#
Stop turning back,
Gbarred
No regrets per chance.

Cm
We know we’re failing.
A#
We know our wish is done for.
G#
We give the best for this,
Gbarred
It turns out now there is-

Cm
No salvation from above,
A#
We look around and we move on,
G#
Stop turning back,
G
No regrets per chance.

pre-chorus

C G
Liberty looks down on us with one eye,
Am
We keep pushing one but

Nothing turns out well

Chorus

Bm,Gbarred,A
Bm
We’re falling apart,
Losing ourselves to history,
We put in some needles,
Breaking some walls,
Then we forget what it is all about,

stanza
(improvisation)
We pull out stick and stones
Throw down pens and papers to the streets
push down guns and poles down candy bars
We push up our candidates for a leash.

chorus again LOL~

We’re falling apart,
Losing ourselves to history,
We put in some needles,
Breaking some walls,
Then we forget what it is all about,


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we live by definitions and the definitions we live for determines our life yet, there are so many definitions as at the end of the day, when we win, after we put up our candidates "up there", we are living, on a leash, to decisions made up above, to our hopes and dreams. Nevertheless, we are forced to live by the definitions, after so much talk, and the issues at hand becomes so blurry. The greatest fear for mankind would always be missing out on the reasons for trouble as they live by definition.

Walking Forever

Metronome: 120 bpm

Fmaj7 So we walked together
Cmaj Feeling like forever
Gsus7 Now that it's over (this is actually an Fmaj 7 at the 3rd fret) then bar the chord
Am We wish this is forever

other chords
F Now we are going far and wide
C Yet,we know we can't go back
Gmajor But we'll have memories
Gmajor barred that lives forever

Fmaj7 So we walked together
Cmaj Feeling like forever
Gsus7 Now that it's over (this is actually an Fmaj 7 at the 3rd fret)
Am We'll have memories
Fmaj7 that lives forever
Cmaj we will live forever
Gmaj we will live forever

Friction Impasse, Cease Please

Their tunes moves me six feet under,
So LOUD, Give me tunes to block out the vibration.
Let me sleep ,away, in the ,distort
Wake me when the reverb is over.

They will keep coming after me,
Their dynamites to set me off,
They are not kings, queens or gods,
Their wish, not my command.

Keep me awake in my dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keep me awake in my dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keep me awake in my dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keep me awake ITS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't teach me this game! I don't want to play it! This game is yours to keep! I will get addicted and I'd kill! This is just a game of different players! I will not take your poison anymore!

I am not going anywhere,
I can't swallow this,
My fingers stuck on the trigger,
She is pointing into the blankness

Silver bullets for silver plates
Rancid hanging on the brims
Getting hard in the hat

Dancing shadows above,

waiting impatiently for crying shadows that never weep
All I see in your face is FRICTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FRICTIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friction Impasse!
Deadlock